bummers for breakfast

2012-01-26T23:42:00.002+01:00

2012-01-21T14:42:00.001+01:00

play that friggin riff LOUDER

2012-01-21T12:04:00.002+01:00

minizine i recently made (only one copy) // sorry you had to look at my fingers

2012-01-20T23:08:00.001+01:00

new comic - part one of a series maybe?

2012-01-12T23:22:00.001+01:00

worst comic ever #2

2012-01-01T17:21:00.002+01:00

2011-12-25T14:19:00.000+01:00

romantic evening with juicy modern crusties. let's give a proper welcome to another shitty year of our lives! (here's more info)

2011-11-29T22:41:00.001+01:00

things go much slower than i expected - but is it even surprising?

i'm currently creating stuff for a new zine but at the same time i doubt if i should ever publish it.

2011-11-11T22:41:00.001+01:00

2011-11-08T11:42:00.003+01:00

as they say: new computer - new life

hey, remember cassette tapes? cause something sweet is coming up and you're gonna see it very soon.

(how could i forget that pg. 99 is so awesome? good lord)

2011-09-21T00:23:00.005+02:00

2011-09-15T11:41:00.002+02:00

2011-09-11T20:33:00.000+02:00

2011-06-09T13:17:00.001+02:00

2011-05-31T11:34:00.011+02:00

so i was about to interview few bands i like and show you the results in the next issue of the zine. and i did, but it turns out that recently i don't have a lot of time for drawing new stuff for the zine, so i don't really know when it's gonna be finished, and that means these interviews may get a little bit outdated. also, i realized that i may not be the best interviewer out there (these were my first ever), so maybe it'll be better to stick to my own thing (which is drawing i guess). but anyway, i thought i could share it with you via almighty internetz, why not? maybe there's anyone who cares, so enjoy!

ps: oh, and i didn't meet any of these guys in person, just asked them questions using e-mail. but it probably shows.

Robby of SEA OF SHIT
http://seaofshit.bandcamp.com/

How did the whole thing start? Have you always been a pack of friends?

Well I had just moved into an apartment with Josh (our drummer) and through that became friends with Mike (our guitar player). The idea of starting a band was kicked around for quite some time but didn't really ever get further than a weekly conversation between Mike and I. We knew we wanted to play hardcore and that we wanted it to be punk in it's approach/deliverance, somewhat thought provoking whether it was through the music itself or the lyrical content, or how we presented ourselves as a band (i.e. the shows we played or didn't play, the show spaces we supported, the aesthetics of how our releases looked, etc). We wanted to adhere to a traditional power violence formula but at the same do our own thing. Didn't want anyone to say "oh they sound like this band or that band" but rather "they just sound like them", if that makes any sense. Anyway, after a few months of conversing here and there I got a call one day from Josh and he told me they were messing around with some song ideas at the practice space and that I should come with next time and do vocals. Few days later we met up and ended up writing what would end up being the first song on the demo. It was real sloppy and rough but it was a song nonetheless. We continued practicing weekly, wrote and recorded a 6 song demo as a three piece (Mike did the bass track on the recording as well), and then played a show. The kid who recorded our demo overheard us talking about how we needed a bass player to play live and volunteered on the spot to play the show, literally minutes after we finished recording it. None of us knew him personally but he was very enthusiastic about playing and seemed really nice so we thought why not, fuck it. He played with us for a year and then had to quit because he was too busy with school and playing in his two other bands (Raw Nerve and The New Yorker), couldn't balance it all anymore. It was cool though because he initially volunteered to play a few shows with us at the beginning as sort of a temporary thing, but I kept asking him to to practice/play shows all the time and kind of just made him be in our band, i don't think he really even wanted to be in it that long at all, haha. So that's how Niko joined. After he left we summoned Mike and Josh's old bandmate/long time friend Aaron to play bass. They all grew up together and have been friends forever, been playing in bands together forever as well. I'm really close with them now but up until doing this band I had always just seen them around Chicago at various shows and such, known them in passing.

What are the lyrics of your songs about?

For the most part they deal with my personal depressions and anxieties, the reasoning behind them and the hatred that stems from that. I occasionally touch on specific topics such as my disgust with religion, animal neglect/abuse, etc but usually they all tie into some sort of personal experience or event that took place in my life. I like to write songs in a vague and ambiguous manner so they act as sort of a general statement on things. I'd like to hope that it makes things more accessible to whoever is reading my lyrics, maybe they can relate to what i'm saying with their own experiences and take something away from it. I guess you could consider it overall a sort of social political commentary on humanity as a whole.

Do you like your city? Does it somehow have an influence on your music?

Chicago is a mean and violent city, it's full of crime and downright awful people. Racism still seems to be very prevalent as far as I can see, everything is very segregated by location and divided by neighborhoods. I think we are a heavy contender for being the murder capitol of the US every year. There are a lot of great things about the city as well but there is definitely a defined ugly underside to it that shapes you into a callous individual if you let it get to you. It's also cold 7 months out of the year here as well, which makes for a depressing and claustrophobic environment to live your daily life in. I definitely think it has a huge influence on our music, at least on my behalf. I'm constantly locked indoors with my own thoughts and with that comes a lot of social anxiety and frustration, etc. It's usually when lyrics are written (i can't write anything in the summertime without it feeling like contrived bullshit).

In terms of the hardcore scene I feel like we are kind of ostracized as a band from "chicago hardcore". The scene is very clique-y and closed minded. It seems as though a lot of people are more concerned with "Who" as opposed "What". It's very status oriented and image consumed, with that comes a lot of people constantly trying to climb some kind of social ladder. They play dress up and pretend to be punks because they think it's cool or it'll get them laid or something, some kind of fucked up popularity contest. We've all lived here our whole lives and I still don't really feel like we "fit in", probably why we ended up together in a band. The hardcore scene predominately consists of mosh oriented beatdown or sXe youth crew revival at the moment. I guess we don't mesh with their idea of hardcore or something, so with that comes the ostracization. It sounds kind of absurd but it's just how it is here, probably due to it being such a big city. I really could give a fuck less about all that nonsense, that just means less closed minded idiots for me to deal with.

Do you feel lost or strangled in modern world? Do you generally hate or love life?

I feel as though I'm in some sort of rut that I'll eventually get out of, but as time goes by it just seems to remain the same, like a constant dull ache. There are times where I love it but for the most part I'm pretty bummed on the monotony of day to day life. I'm constantly trying to busy myself with projects as much as i can to provide some sort of distraction.

Who were you in school? Have you been nerds?

I'm so far removed from that part of my life. I wasn't a nerd per se. Just a skate rat in a school full of jocks. No torment or ridicule though, I just kept to myself.

Do you think punk/hardcore helped you in your lives?

It has completely shaped me into a better person than I probably would have ended up being had I not discovered it. I can't speak on the behalf of the other members since they aren't here right now, but I'm gonna go ahead and say that it has helped them in their lives as well. They are some of the realest people I know.

Does someone in the band skate?

Yes. I do. Been doing so for 14 years. Started when I was 12 and am now 26. It's slowed down a bit these days but I still go out once a week, lots of indoor spots/parks here for the winters. Good skate scene.

What are your plans and hopes for the future - musically and in general?

Musically we are going to record an 8 song ep we have written, it's a little further removed from what we did on the split with Socially Retarded, but it's still obviously us. That'll be put out on a 7" on Prgnt Records. We are also going to have a song on some 7" comp that To Live a Lie is doing in the future, possibly tour this summer if we can. Future plans in general? Just continue to live and stay motivated/involved.

Do you think farts are funny?

Sure. I'm only human.

(february/march 2011)

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Liam of TRENCHER
http://www.myspace.com/trenchergrind

What things scared you when you were a kid?

BEING HOMELESS AND HAVING TO EAT EVERYDAY

Which horror movies are your favourite?

SCARFACE

Imagine a movie with Trencher music used as a soundtrack - what would it be about?

ANIMALS FUCKING

What was the first band you played in?

NIRVANA COVER BAND

What do you do in your free time apart from playing in trencher? Any other projects?

MAKE TATTOOS AND SOME BANDS ( HAXAN CLOAK)

What are you recently listening to?

THREE SIX MAFIA AND RUSSIAN CIRCLES

Would you share some guilty pleasures of bands members?

DRUGS

Is there something that really pisses you off about today's world?

MONEY

Why does the track titled "mouth to anus" have such a video?

COINCIDENCE

What's your favourite way to get drunk?

THROUGH THE MOUTH AND OUT THE ASS

Will we hear about Trencher in the near future? What are your plans?

NEW ALBUM SOON AND MAYBE SOME SHOWS

(april 2011)

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Daniel of HAVE A NICE LIFE, GILES COREY, ENEMIES LIST HOME RECORDINGS
http://enemieslist.net/

On Enemies List page we can read that Giles Corey is: "a search through any and every piece of written word that he could find to determine if life were worth living.". So did you find out yet?

That's what the record, and the book that accompanies it, are about. It's probably not a surprise that there isn't a conclusive answer, though the book deals fairly extensively with the relationship between those readings, my life, and my thoughts on suicide and the after-life.

What things about world or human existence make you so sick that you were thinking about leaving this place for good?

I've always had a feeling that "real life" was an illusion - like the things I said, and did, and felt didn't really matter in any profound sense. Meaning is something we project onto the universe, not something that comes from it.

If you don't accept that, if you struggle against it, life is a very tough go. If you can move on from that, however, it's actually liberating. We literally create our own universe every day, by projecting our values and desires on to the blank canvas of the world. If meaninglessness is what there is, than any meaning, even false meaning, becomes important by contrast.

Does making music works for you as a some kind of katharsis, or distraction from shittiness of human existence?

I think that's true of any musician. Personally, I make music when I am upset, or depressed; I don't feel any need to share, or express my positive feelings. For others, it's the opposite. In both cases, music is a release, a way of announcing your existence. It makes me feel good.

Do you consider creation process as something that is inseparable from ones worldview/personality/emotional and mental state/life experience/etc.? Do you think you would be able to make upbeat music and write lyrics filled with positivity, a total contradiction of your current musical projects?

I could certainly do that, but I'm not sure it would be any good. There are different levels of aesthetic appreciation, and I can really enjoy and appreciate a well-crafted yet meaningless song - I just don't connect with it emotionally. There is music for all times, and sometimes easily enjoyable, meaningless music is what is called for. I'm just not personally interested in writing that music. Likewise, I can completely understand why some people would not feel like listening to anything I write. I've got a long list of depressing movies in my Netflix queue I just haven't gotten around to watch yet, for the same reason.

What’s the most depressing book that you’ve ever read or movie you've seen?

I've been reading a lot on the Congolese civil war, and the current problems in the Congo. That is easily more depressing than any art I've ever seen - depressing in a profound, world-altering way. It's changed the way I think about my place in the world, and my participation in society.

Have you ever tried to wrote something beside song lyrics, i.e. novel or short stories?

I've tried my hand at a few long-form narrative things, and the Giles Corey book is quite long. I'll be doing more of that in the future, but only because it's fun. I don't think I have any innate talent for it, it's just an enjoyable way of exploring some of the weirder ideas that pop into my brain now and then.

What’s your current favourite band (or bands)?

We just released a Mamaleek record, and I really, really love that band. I've been listening to a lot of medieval choral music in preparation for a new project, and it's very moving. I really like Anonymous 4, who perform that kind of music.

Do you believe in ghosts? What’s your view on afterlife? Do you think that our existence ends with death of physical bodies, or that there is something more, beyond this five-sense-perceived universe?

I wrote a lot on this subject for Giles Corey. But, No. There isn't anything after this. That's what makes our lives important. To suppose that there is existence after our physical lives presupposes the existence of some super-physical thing, and I have yet to see anyone point to any evidence that suggests that. It's a nice idea, and it's one I'm very powerfully pulled towards, aesthetically. I just don't see any reason to believe in it, and as with all supernatural hypotheses, I think disbelief should be the default.

Can you reveal what can we expect from Have a Nice Life and Enemies List Records in the nearest future?

Giles Corey is the next ELHR release; that should be out in a month or so. After that, Tim Macuga, the other half of HAVE A NICE LIFE, will begin releasing a series of process-oriented audio experiments under the name The Flowers of Saint Francis. After that? We'll be repressing HAVE A NICE LIFE's "Deathconsciousness," and we're currently working on a new HAVE A NICE LIFE record, tentatively slated for the end of the year.

(april 2011)
(thanks Piotrovitz!)

2011-05-28T17:26:00.002+02:00

for everyone who didn't have a chance to get a copy of my zine - here, take a look.

2011-05-03T22:57:00.001+02:00

the very last copy of BUMMERS is currently flying to san jose, where it'll be part of ART OF ZINES exhibition at anno domini. i'm kinda stoked!

2011-04-09T14:16:00.006+02:00

bummers on facebook, share love and snacks! life still sucks, but you know it.

2011-03-18T23:52:00.000+01:00

yo, i drew the cover for LOST BOY zine's second issue. what's inside? cool stuff! enthusiasts of skateboarding, photography and hardcore won't be disappointed. click click, support!

2011-03-03T23:17:00.000+01:00

2011-02-26T11:13:00.000+01:00

new plans, new hopes!

2011-01-19T21:31:00.000+01:00

2011-01-12T17:00:00.002+01:00

rainy days are over. or maybe there's still even more to come?

dear diary, one day i'm going to learn how to draw oldschool tattoo designs, i promise.

2011-01-04T02:04:00.002+01:00

WARNING//WARNING - you gotta check them out, noisy as hell, yummy.

2011-01-02T00:45:00.000+01:00

worst xmas and new year's eve in my life. although, the company of pens, paper and the best fuckin' band ever saved the day.

2010-12-15T16:23:00.003+01:00

peanut butter power!
doing none of the important things i should be doing feels so good.
although i already miss summer. luckily, i have songs like this one to play during my summer-summoning rituals.

2010-12-13T18:36:00.003+01:00

BUMMERS FOR BREAKFAST, now on the good old paper, which we all love! first few copies are ready, get'em while they're hot!

20 pages and there are drawings (b&w) on like 18 of them, so it's fun for the whole family!

i think i'm gonna sell them for 2 PLN each, which means i should take around $0,70 for one copy. but of course you can give one dolla if you want, cause it's a nice round price, hah!

e-mail me and i'll give you details about postage and stuff.

2010-12-12T19:59:00.002+01:00

here we go again. time of studying equals time of intensive time-wasting (and here's the soundtrack).
my very first crappy zine is ready, waiting for printing and assembling.
what else? trying to write new chapter in history of polish thrashcore/power violence. stay tuned.

2010-12-11T12:23:00.001+01:00

2010-11-29T20:56:00.000+01:00

worst comic ever! (click it)

2010-11-26T23:55:00.001+01:00

come see me rollin'!!!!1~

time of big big decision is coming and i'm not ready. either way, it's gonna suck.
i just wanna listen to bomb the music industry! all day long.

2010-11-10T22:37:00.002+01:00

whatevz.
i already hate making that zine. i'd rather draw random shit (like the one in the picture) or sleep.
and i gotta stop watching awesome animations and stuff that people make. it brings me down.

2010-10-05T20:07:00.002+02:00

there's a magrudegrind show in wrocław tonight, and i'm not there. FUCK MY LIFE.

2010-10-01T21:48:00.002+02:00

sheet o'fun (click it).
it looks like i'm gonna create a fancy lil' zine soon - a paper one OMG (if the daily routine won't kill me first).

2010-09-20T13:49:00.002+02:00

the unfortunate poster

2010-09-18T01:54:00.001+02:00

2010-09-15T00:41:00.000+02:00

i have lots of drawings on random pieces of paper, but they're always messed up, it's like bunch of them on one sheet and there are good ones and shitty ones side by side. that's how it is when you don't have any plan or vision and just start drawing frantically. plus, i hate my scanner.

2010-09-10T16:30:00.003+02:00

varg vikernes is a douchebag and reading about black metal scene isn't really interesting. but when it comes to pure music, i'm fascinated and there's still so much to explore!
cold days have come and it made me surprisingly content. however, i know that winter will be a hard time for my mental health, as always. but for now, let's keep on enjoying the last days of unconcern.
oh, usual blah blah, my blog sucks.

2010-08-01T16:29:00.000+02:00

see you in the streets!

2010-07-26T14:53:00.000+02:00

i'm still here and gonna be back soon. laziness is overwhelming.

2010-06-29T23:24:00.004+02:00

drunk drawing.
everybody wants some beer.

2010-06-23T22:56:00.002+02:00

sooo - holidays, eh?
already started with listening to ceremony all day and being a major lazy ass, where will it bring me?
also: new flat, slave labour during the week and probably more beer and pizza than ever before. and more time for drawing i hope. things just gonna happen i guess, whatever.

2010-06-04T10:57:00.004+02:00

(listening to "wish i was a fag" by capgun coup)

2010-06-03T11:25:00.002+02:00

stickers again.
stagnation, ugh.

2010-05-18T14:20:00.002+02:00

yeah, i know that two pieces of deck aren't the same size.

2010-05-16T13:00:00.005+02:00

made instead of studying hard.
inspiration's attacking from every direction, but there always has to be some fun-ruiner like exams. what a drag.
speaking of inspiration - these guys deliver some pretty mind-blowing stuff. weird beats, noisy riffs, spastic attitude, lots of colours and sonic sweets - something to dance to and something to praise your indian gods to. check out their videos. hopefully i'll see them during off festival this summer, rad.

2010-05-08T20:45:00.000+02:00

some stickers i've made.

2010-01-22T13:06:00.000+01:00